Pathetically Me

2007-03-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

i think for a large part of my life, i am overly-critical or overly-logical or overly-depressed or overly-happy.
I don't think i felt neutral about anything in my life before...

2007-02-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

this is jingying's birthday song to me.Please note that i went o.O when she typed it through MSN.

~ < ++ JiNg YiNg ++ >~ *<>* says: happy birthday to you
~ < ++ JiNg YiNg ++ >~ *<>* says: happy birthday to you
~ < ++ JiNg YiNg ++ >~*<>* says: happy birthday to lingyue
~ < ++ JiNg YiNg ++ >~ *<>* says: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

ahahaha.
HONOURED!

went back to PHPPS yesterday.saw ALL ch6'o6 teachers.and wow.i was like SO happy to even hear our school bell.hais.i miss those days...but well.mrs lee was so damn funny.elaine told her that she got into NCC(Air) and she went: HAHAHAHA. YOU? ELAINE IN NCC(AIR)???? and elaine was like yeahh.
and to all the ch5'07 ppl.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE behave yourselves.Mrs Lee is having a headache.i repeat.Mrs Lee is having a HEADACHE!!! Because of you guys DOH.
Ahh well.
I think that's all.
<333.

2007-02-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

haha.MY BIRTHDAY.All those who haven't wished me a happy birthday yet...You are so dead.
Well. here is the namelist of all those who are exempted because,guess what?they are the kind souls who wished me a happy birthday...
Namelist of those Exempted from Wishing Zhou Lingyue a Happy Birthday:
Elaine Ong.
Thng Yu Qing
The whole of my dearest 1/10
Elaine Tay.

AND THAT IS ALL.
I feel so depressed man...
Only 34 people wished me a happy birthday.
Oh wells.
JIAYOU TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVEN'Y YET...
Quick quick wish me a happy birthday.
Now go shoo shoo and buy me a birthday present as compensation...

<3333.

2007-02-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

You Are the Very Gay Peppermint Patty!

Softball is the huge tipoff here...
As well as a "best friend" who loves to call her "sir"

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

i admit this is weird.
geez. I am so lame.

2007-02-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 24

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.
In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.
You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

ohohoho.

I think this thing really suits me yeah?

SO TO THE LUCKY FOUR WHOM I'LL FALL IN LOVE TO: Please do not be the one who breaks my heart. I'll cry OK???

AND AND AND. Cheers to all my friends! YAY.

2007-02-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

Hrm.
It's the piggy year.
Oinkxx.
I'll pig out this year.
So most likely I'll pig out this year. If I ever look fat or something, please do not mind me. I'm on a GROWING FAT expedition. thank you...
Went to Esplanade yesterday to introduce this magnificent building of Singapore to my grandpa. And gues WHAT???? I CAUGHT THE FIREWORKS!!! ahahaha. I was in the toilet when i heard this chinese woman saying 这里的人好像都在等九点的烟花!!! haha. Where got this kind of coincidence one? And believe me, the fireworks were gorgeous. WOOTS~! I RULE YEAHH!!!
Going to CHIONG my homework now because we might be going to Sentosa tomorrow and i don't want to spoil my day with homework.
HAHAHA.

2007-02-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!
OINKxx.
YOU ALL MUST BE THE HAPPIEST LITTLE PIGGIES EVER, OK???

2007-02-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

going to airport to fetch my dad later.
he bought me a lot of books.
ok.
wait.
it's his colleugue's firned's son who bought me those book.
and i neary fainted upon seeing waht he bought me.

ark94_13@hotmail.com :你知道你爸爸要给你带书的事吗？
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME. :他要??什么书??
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 3种
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 中国通史, 小说, 散文(中国的）
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME.: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 不用这么吃惊吧？
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME.: 死了.
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 书是我买的。
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME.: AHHHH.
ark94_13@hotmail.com: *无辜*
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME.: *晕倒*
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 太形象了。
ark94_13@hotmail.com: 有趣
I AM EGO. EGO IS ME.: 你找死ah?

u get me right????
i can totally kill him...

2007-02-09T15:16:00.000+08:00

frankly. i don't care anymore.
i don't care if im ugly. i don't care if im not thin. i don't care.
all that i care is my character and results.

i don't think being the best in one area makes you perfect.
in fact. being good in everything. or maybe just adequate can make you perfect.
well.
i don't know. really.
i just think that actually.
im perfect enough already.

2007-02-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

and the reason i chose this blogskin is because my orientation theme song has the line "take my hand and hold it tight" in it...

and anyway, here are the lyrics:

You'll Be In My Heart
Come stop your crying
It'll be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here don't you cry

Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Why can't they understand
The way we feel
They just don't trust
What they can't explain
I know we're different
But deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
Cause what do they know?
We need each other
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more
Oooo, you'll be in my heart
You'll be here in my heart
No matter what they say
I'll be with you
You'll be here in my heart
I'll be there always
Always
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always

2007-02-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

[[ this picture is about me and my best friend. he is one year older than me. he lives in china we have been friends since we were toddlers. this photo is taken on the last day i saw him. but i still enjoy being friends with him once. i hope to see him soon.

13th June 2006

on the back of a handmade picture frame.]]

ouch... i miss my childish innocence. and btw. i have never seen my best friend then. i knew him since i was 2 or 3... and i've been wishing to see him ever since when i was P3. when i dedicated this photo frame for him... but well. no fairytales for me...

gee... i miss those days...

2007-01-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

how to determine a prime number:

A Natural Number is Divisible by

2 :If the Number is Even

3 :If the Sum of the Digits is divisible by 3

4 :If the last 2 digits is a number divisible by 4

5 :If the last digit is 5 or 0

6 :If the Number is even and divisible by 3

8 :If the number is divisible by 4 and the result is even

9 :If the sum of its digits is divisible by 9

10 :If the last digit is 0

that's all. thankew.

2007-01-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

ok. this blog is under construction right now. the skin, apparently has some problems and i don't have enough time...
so, forgives.
merci.

2007-01-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

in the movie of life. i might not be the main actress. but i'll do whatever i can to be the best supporting actress.

yeah.
im going to receive my oscar now.
thankew.

2007-01-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
ONE DAY WITHOUT HOMEWORK.
CONGRATULATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!
actually got lahr.
only i finished it.
YAY ME.

note to self: BRING $14 DOLLARS FOR JERSEY AND SHORTS!!!!!

heh. IM SO GONNA LOVE THIS YEARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously think that i was REALLY meant for rgs...
i mean all the things lahr.
the risk my mum and i took when we rejected the nanyang offer.
all the TWELVE HOURS TRAINING AT MAIRS STELLA during the hols...
the WONDERFUL psl sessions and orientation (of course, full credits to Jiya, Sarah, Laura, Charmaine, Jing Xiao, Zhi Ying and Yi Tyng- brr. can't rmb)...
the acceptance into the table tennis team (YAY ME)...
blah blah blah.
yeah.
i think god really meant me to be in RGS...
geez.
i feel like a chimster...

and once again.
BRING $14 DOLLARS FOR JERSEYS TOMORROW!!!!
haha.
I SOUND PROUD.
IM PROUD OF PROUD.
IM PROUD AND IM PROUD OF IT!!!
i think it's already the 4th time i said this on my blog. :DDD

2007-01-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

zzz...
asleep.
can't find anything about the electrical and thermal conductivity of tin.
damn.

2007-01-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

yay.

i just drew this with paint as in com software luh.

AND I LOVE IT.

2007-01-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

YAY FRENCH.
starting french tomorrow.
but im appealing for a change in class cos i have table tennis on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays.
so i do hope there will be a slot for me.
and it feels so good to have a cca.
and i was supposed to have guitar trials today.
but i opted out.
because?
because there were ONE HUNDRED PEOPLE going for the trials.
and one person takes 8 minutes.
AND I AM NUMBER 39.
so it'll take about (less than) 300 minutes.
AND THAT IS FIVE HOURS.
AND THAT MEANS I CAN ONLY GO HOME AT 7.
so you can see why i opted out.
and anyway, i already have table tennis.
so i should be a brave selfless girl and think of others before myself and give them a chance.
so YAY ME.
IM A HERO.

haha.
can't wait for french tomorrow.
but hope i won't see brendan yeoo.
but luckily.
the chances are VERY loww.

2007-01-15T15:53:00.000+08:00

OMG.
i love oneten.
i love my classmates.
i love my teachers(so far. hope i won't get to hate them).
I LOVE MY ANGEL.
my angel is MUTHU.
and her name origined frm this really lame skit of their class's when she went "IM MUTHU" in a very exaggerated indie way and her friend went "IM SUTTHU" and another went "IM GUNDU".
WHEE~! i love secondary life.
oh. and did u all know?
RAIN IS SITTING BEHIND ME.
and RAIN ROCKS.
and RAIN has a cold and is coughing up phlegm behind me.
which is EWW of RAIN.
but i managed to save up $888 for RAIN'S concert of cough.
so YAY ME.
and believe it or not.
i got RAIN'S blog.
so YAY ME again.

owells all RAIN fan.
i only know rain soo.
cos she's my classmate.
and frankly speaking, i dun really like the MALE rain.
he exposes too much muscles.
which i suppose mingzhen likes?

2007-01-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

see? my psls so kind they made me this toytoy.

but see? i tried making it but i suck. and a note of warining: PLEASE DO NOT BE FOOLED BY IT'S CUTE APPEARANCE. IT IS SERIOUSLY SOFT AND FLABBY. which is BAD.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

THE IDIOT SLOW COMPUTER I CAN'T UPLOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i rock.
i rock.
PORRIDGE ROCK.
haha.
got into TABLE TENNIS TEAM.
WHEE~!
i dunno.
but i think i shldn't use whee~!.
cos it sounds like wee?
and wee makes the guys go sick?
i dunno lahr.
=.=
random again.
ORIENTATION ROCKS.
MY ORIENTATION TSHIRT ROCKS.
MY PSLs ROCL.
MY CLASSMATES ROCK.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I ROCK.
ego. =)))
well...
got scolded yesterday (as in the whole sec one cohort) by the prefects and psls cos we weren't following the rules.
and in the end two ppl had to be sent out of the room cos they were crying so hard (BERNICE INCLUDED) and most of the ppl were tearing.
and then went back to class.
AND THREE PPL BEHIND ME WERE TEARING AND ONE PERSON IN FRONT OF ME WAS ON THE BRINK OF CRY AND LAUGHING. and i felt so confused that i felt like crying again. plus i was feeling REALLY guilty inside too ( cos i let the prefects down when they spent most of their free time for us,planning the whole orientation since september 2006 and the sec 4s have a math test on monday but they are here doing everything with us) and i cried.
but we acted and screamed our heart and soul out during the concert.
and we got the Nicest Skit prize. and i dunno what nicest meant. 108 got sweetest and i also dunno what tt meant.
and we were screaming so hard tt i think the parents freaked out.
and well, we didn't win. but we got third for the class flag competition and second for the station games competition which adds up to 3 prizes which are a lot.
oh and on friday night, the prefects and psls gave us a night surprise and it was like seriously WOOHOO~! i loved these part in the skit when they went. here are two words: i love u. erm, i thought tt was three? no. cos u and i are one.
AND WAIT.
THEY ARE NOT LES.
THEY ARE JUST SHOWING US ONE OF THE THREE DIFFERENT TYPES OF LOVE, ROMANTIC LOVE SO BOYS. SHUT UP.
it's gonna take me forever to say everything tt happened so i'll stop talkin right now.
but my last words are:
OREINTATION ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

ha!
im in a good mood.
had a really good day.
first. AESTHETICS ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's like woah lor.
go to the needlework room and i was like WOW.
just ask the ppl.
the whole room is like so cosy?
all light pinkish and pastel gray?
and like wow.
WE ACTUALLY LEARN HOW TO SEW POUCHES AND STUFFED TOYS???
and that is cool cos i can seriously make A LOT of prezzies for everyone.
but if they're ugly dun blame me horr.
and the D&T. or more of a carpentry thingy workshop? we get to make toys too. which is really cool too...
and THIS YEAR IM FINALLY GONNA LEARN STH MUSICAL.
in the aesthetics programme (which includes the sewing and carpentry), WE GET TO LEARN DANCING AND PLAYING SOME MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS!!!!!!!
AND THIS YEAR I'LL GET TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE KEYBOARDS. WHICH IS SOOOOOOOOO COOL.
and those who learn music and are grade 4 and above, GET TO COMPOSE THEIR OWN SONGS, which is even cooler, but for me this gizmo who knows NOTHING about music, it's to the keyboards now, maam! lucky elaine. hmph.
oh and stayed back to decorate our class flag which changed colour from purple to black. and we didn't have brushes so we had to use tissue to dab onto the cloth black paint.and in the end i became a total pirate with black nails. just check out my hand. the whites on my nails are black and the pinkish parts are pasrtly black too. which is really piraty dun u think?
and well, today no training at maris stella and when the nanhua girl told me that, i went, YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! which is really total bonkers.
but later got to go clementi for training also. but tt was because it was supposed to be this substitute for the maris stella training. =))) but yeah, i prefer my clementi coach MUCH MUCH better. cos he is the PHPPS coach too? yeah.
and i just found out that my class is a GEP class. and i was seriously OMG. and everyone is really so competitive.
u see. this girl in front of me clled esther got 273, and beside her, hui jie got 273 ALSO, besides me, jaslyn got 274 and beside jaslyn, dionne got 273. AND HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TOP THE CLASS THIS YEAR????????
OMG.
oh wells, gtg now for training.
AND EVERYBODY WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S TABLE TENNIS SELECTION TRIALS!!!!!!!!!!
and btw, NO CURSINGS.
thou curse, and thou shalt die.

2007-01-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

ok. crap. The Commonwealth of Nations (CN), usually known as the Commonwealth, is a voluntary association of 54 independent sovereign states, the majority of which are former colonies of the United Kingdom.
does any one get a word?
and that's the first statement.
BLEARGHS.
oh wells.
it wasn't the teacher's fault. she said that we MIGHT like to have some prior knowledge of commonwealth countires cos EVERYONE in RGS have to write an essay for the Commonwealth Essay Writing Competition or sth somewhere in the year so it would be interesting to know more about it. and me, the goody-two-shoes that i am, decided to do some research and realising that i don't get a word.
hais.
oh and to all charity6'06 people who used to be in Faith 3 in like 2003, YOU ALL REMEMBER BERNICE?
yeah. she's in my class this year.
AHH. THE FATE.
=.=
that is SO chimm.
oh wells.
back to researching about commonwealth countries.
so see y'all.
anyway, doesn't commonwealth countries mean COUNTRIES THAT ARE NOT VERY RICH AND NOT VERY POOR.
IF NOT WHY ARE THAY CALLED COMMONWEALTH COUNTRIES?????????????????
okok. enough of my DEBATING. xD.
and BUH BYE!!!!!!!!

2007-01-08T16:22:00.000+08:00

I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I HAD THE BEST DAY EVER.
ONE TEN ROCKS SERIOUSLY.
(note: it's one ten, not rgs).
AND GUESS WHAT?????????
ELAINE GOT TRANSFERRED TO MY CLASS.
TO ONE TEN.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?????????????????
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
I LOVE GOD.
but steph(this girl in my class who is really nice) and joelle (who is ok too) got transferred away.
and the whole class felt really bad.
in fact steph and joelle criend.
and yeah, we were scolding the school during lunch.
we were saying that it is very bad of them to change our classes when we already bonded.
WHY CAN'T THE FREAKING SCHOOL CHANGE CLASSES ON THE FIRST FEW DAYS OF SCHOOL AND NOT WHEN WE ARE ALREADY ACTING LIKE A CLASS????????????????????
SNIFFLES*
but still, elaine is coming over, WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and you'll either be the narrator of our skit or the director.
so, once again, WELCOMEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and once again God,
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

i don't know my friends already...
at least the boys.
i mean.
SO WHAT if hci is the best school.
SO WHAT if they think rgs sucks.
SO WHAT if they think hci uniform is the best.
they don't need to go so much on publicising ehh?
and yy, if you spam my blog once again, we'll go back to the comprimise we made ahr. and you'll see that big headline on my blog if you spam again.
dang.
feels so hard to type proper words. but i must really try very hard because i must buck up on english quality to do well for english this year.
trying to get top 3% of the school cohort this year. that way i can get scholarship of some amount lahr.
ease on finacial difficulties. xD.
i'm not that poor lahr.
but $250 dollars a month is really a lot.
blame the government.
it's just so unfair.
i can get scholarship for six years and prize money of $300 in primary school. and i have to end up like this.
i can get into the rgs table tennis school team if i am allowed to train at Singapore Table Tennis Association. and i have to end up like this.
HELLO NOOBS??? CAN U SEE ME AT ALL?????
=.=.
hais. the poor old me.
I REALLY PROTEST.
hmm.
ok, the government is after me right now cos i insulted them.
so wish me luck.
anyway. just realised that secondary life is like TOTALLY different.
and i miss the innocent primary school years.
yeap.
i'm missing peihwa.

2007-01-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

this really lame converstion i had with my HADLEY and WADDLE senior.

(hadley seniors starts by telling waddle senior tt she's VERY fair and fat.)

WADDLE senior:
yeah. i know im very fair and a BIT fat. so u can call me a white balloon.

HADLEY senior:
but u are YELLOW cos u're wearing a YELLOW shirt (btw, waddle tshirts are yellow).

WADDLE senior:
okok. so im this white balloon with yellow tshirt (looks down and sees the culottes) and CULOTTES.

HADLEY senior:
but the white balloon doesn't have HAIR.

WADDLE senior:
OKOK. IM THIS WHITE BALLOON WITH YELLOW SHIRT AND CULOTTES AND HAIR AND ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT FEATURES. HAPPY????

me:
but balloons dun have socks or shoes.

(waddle senior gives me a LOOK)

HADLEY senior:
yeah!. even a JUNIOR can tell. and anw, balloons can't TALK.

WADDLE senior:
I SAID THAT I WAS A BALLOON WITH ADDITTIONAL FEATURES!!!!!!!!!!!

HADLEY senior:
but by the fact that balloons are non human beings, u cannot use a balloon to describe urself. (and sth tt i didn't catch)

WADDLE senior:
OK OK. U WIN. HAPPY????

(then i alighted the bus. pls note tt i was laughing too hard to say anything. and with this aknowledgement, the skit ENDS.
THANK YOU FOR UR KIND ATTENTION AND I KNOW IT'S LAME.
BUT AS U KNOW. I LIKE BEING LAME.
SO YEAH.
THE END.)

2007-01-06T12:17:00.000+08:00

wOOts~!
im proudly a HADLIAN!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO~!
PURPLE POWER ROCKS!!!!!!!
lalala.
I LOVE MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!
whee~!
HADLEY HADLEY ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE RULE
WE RULE
WE RULE
WE RULE
WE RULE
WE RULE.
MUAHAHAHA.

2007-01-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

wow.
rgs was good.
heh heh.
new friend huijie.
if she considers me as one lahr.
and luckily, she's really interesting.
heh heh.
heh heh heh heh heh.
dunno why i like to heh so much all of the sudden lahr.
anw.
the seniors were like SERIOUSLY hyper.
but funny lahr.
whenever one of the prefects make one announcement, they'll go clapping and screaming.
oh and they cheer real loud.
dunno how they do it.
owell.
RGS ICHIBAN.
that's all.
oh and i think im ok with my form teacher.
at least she's young.
xD.
erm a bit plump.
but hopefully she'll be nice.
I HATE TEACHERS SCREAMING.
hmm....

2007-01-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

oh. and did i mention that i saw the most beautiful person on earth on saturday. and lucky me, IT'S STILL WITH ME RIGHT NOW.
ohhh. i still can't help drooling over tt person.
the most beautful figure.
the bestest fashion sense in the world.
with the smartest brain and the most perfect memory ever.
haiss....
aren't i the luckiest person on earth?????
am basking in the joy of meeting such a perfect person...
*drools hard on the table staring dreamily into open space*

btw, tt "most perfect person on earth" is my new ipod nano.
which sounds pretty cute being called nana.
xD.

2007-01-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

damn...
can't find a good new skin...
hais.
nthseemstofit.
andtheskinsthatcanfitgotprob.
dang...
and.
there's only one day of hols left.
damn.
and i just concluded tt limewire sux.
spent ONE hour downloading it.
and so far.
it hasn't provided me even one bloody song.
i can totally sue that person who created limewire.
and death note 2 rocks.
but I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE the ending.
WHY MUST LIGHT DIE??????????
WHY MUST L DIE???????????????
and yeah. let's just say that i teared...
I HATE THE FREAKING ENDING!!!!!!!!!
blehx.
light's poor family...

2007-01-01T12:43:00.000+08:00

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

heh heh. updated the links... now keeping a new column for my new rgs friends and juniors.
shld be able to get quite a lot of blog links on the first few days of sch.
cos orientation mahh.
CAN'T WAIT!!!
btw. tomorrow got cca orientation. then hand up french form.
heh heh. can wear sch uniform lerhh!
and rgs pe uniform rocks.
and today last day of matris stella training.
still a bit she bu de lahr.
cos sch start then got selection test lerhh.
and the boys in the primary section are SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!
as in chubby cheeks and adorable dimples lahr.
want to pet them on the head and pinch their cheeks lorr.
plus the primary boys are MUCH more friendlier than the secondary boys.
and that's why i like those little boys better.
hais..
a bit sry to leave. cos the training there are quite nice.
and towards the end i found my mouth again and well.
at least SOME of the guys there have a good sense of humour...
heh heh.
DEATH NOTE TWO IS COMIN MY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Last Name,

lingyue

2006-12-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

grr...
when did yang yi have such a great sense of humour9sarcasm DETECTED)???
just told him what Filiae Melioris Aevi meant and he went:
HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i tell u. HE'S CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeahh. that's about all.

2006-12-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

muahahaha...
tomorrow last day of training at maris stella lerhh.
then friday still go and watch deathnote 2...
then on sunday go watch movie and ice-skating with jingying...
WAHAHAHA.
MY LIFE ROCKS...
today did some socialising during table tennis practice...
got to noe this girl who is in the same class as me.
she is also going for the table tennis selection trials lahr...
and i hope both of us will get in.
i mean, ONLY two of us will get in.
either her or yq with me.
cos if i get in and the girl doesn't or she gets in and i dun, i dunno what the atmosphere will be like liao...
well. she lucky one lorr. got the 30GB ipod...
but i still think nano is better. but still. if i bring tt ipod into the plane it will be better cos with 30GB can watch a lot of movie mah...
ahh. well. guess i'll leave the to-buy-ipodnano-or-30GBipod decision to my parents...
and i guess maris stella guys are ok... some of them ARE pretty funny.
and today i was training with 3guys. and one was pretty plump. the other was very short. and one looks really dumb. and im a girl. so i was thinking. hmm. VERY interesting!!!! fattie, shortie, dumbie and girlie training together. interesting. INTERESTING!!!! it's very lame, i know. but funny in a way lahr... they all end with ie too ehh?
aiya... not much to say. just hope that i will get into the team and well... enjoy life in sec sch.
wait. make that simpler. i ONLY hope thati will get into the team.
it's my only wish at the moment. and im praying every night.
SO GOD. JUST PLS HELP ME. IM REALLY DESPERATE, you see.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Filiae Melioris Aevi,

Lingyue

2006-12-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

ohh. HOW DO YOU ALL LIKE MIE CHRISTMAS SKIN?????????? xP.
OH WELL.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE BE JOLLY JOLLY COS IT'S MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
and btw. sry to all those who will bereceiving my christmas presents. they will be very belated cos the idiot gift shops are all closed at the moment. and your gifts are SERIOUSLY minute.
and all those who dun get prezzies frm me. SORRY SORRY SORRY. REALLY SORRY. u see, i got this budget of only $10. very ridiculous. but yeahh. $10 only. and i have to return those who gave me cards. so if i forget any one of you. REALLY sorry.

hais. i got this can't-wait-for-school-to-start bug. and wow. i really look nice in the sch uniform. xD xD. so proud to be a secondary student and rafflesian finally. got cca orientation on the 29th and then go register for french lessons. and then 5 days later. off to sch me go! heh heh.

ermm. mum nagging me for dinner. so i'd better scram ehh?

Filiae Melioris Aevi,
lingyue

2006-12-21T18:06:00.000+08:00

so. no matter what happened. it's the end. it's the last day.
everything turned out good for me... yeah. got into the sch i want to. heh heh. plus yuqing made it too. oh and elaine and jean too. charity6 was being extremely rowdy todayy. but. i guess i liked it. everyone was sorta stuck together. hugging. joking. having fun. treasuring the last moments we have as a whole class. hais. but of course there were disappointments.
but now. despite the VERY heavy atmosphere. (ermm. so exaggerative, ehh?) i still can't wait to go to secondary...
in fact im counting down.
today's 21st.
wow. 11 more days till 2nd january 2007.
ehh. seems so weird saying 2007.
the whole year flew past like wind... and i dunno. but i think my life is too smooth and easy. and i go on worrying that one day my life will have this terrible change like losing some very precious things... but i guess it's a bit dang lahr. i shld be thankful for such a nice ehh?
on a more positive note. WOOHOO~! tomorrow go report to sch liao. can't wait to wear the RGS uniform. can't wait to read the books. can't wait to go shopping for new things for the new year. can't wait to officially step into the school hall on the 2nd. can't wait for the year that is coming so soon. can't wait for the next step of my life. can't wait for another adventure. can't wait for everything that is going to happen.
so eager ehh?
xD.
dang. whole post all so random. jump here jump there one. heh heh heh.

2006-12-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

muahahaha.
RAFFLES GIRLS' SCHOOL, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha...
oh. long time no use com lerhh. im like quite busy now lahr... almost everyday all must play table tennis. but today dun need cos i whined a bit lahr.
and wahahaha. my mum buying me creative this weekend.
MUST BUY VERY GOOD ONE!! xD. money face...
dang. i need a faster com. hais.

2006-12-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

frm www.powerpets.com.copyrighted.
4 more hours till my mum comes back frm that america... hmph.

and isn't the pic nice? xD.

and debating if i shld wait for my mum to come home or go to bed first... well. im sleepy. but it isn't nice to wake up and find ur mum looking at you...

hais. i guess that depends on my grandpa...

and i need to get my scanner working cos i want to scan the neo i took with Yu Qing into my com...

and i got into a big shock just now lorr. i mean. there are so many ppl whom i dunno but still linked me. i mean who the heck is nathaniel anyway? and he linked me. i dun even noe him... =.=

and i got this little thing frm golden village. i dun think it can move... but the little penguin was supposed to dance... but i guess blogger can't really display GIF. files? hais...

and YUMIN, IF YOU COME ACROSS THIS. STOP SENDING ME CHAIN LETTERS, KAES? COS NOW EVERYONE IS KILLING ME FOR SENDING SO MANY CHAIN LETTERS TO THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and this is another pic i got frm the internet. last yr i think... but if the cow's tongue doesn't move, dun blame me... i think blogger really needs to buck up lerhh...

damnn... must all chain letters be curses???????

=.=

ermm and this is a pic i took with my phone with you know, chingyun, elaine and jingying when they came over to my hse. we all looked so weird ehh? xD.

BLEH. AND MY CBOX IS DEAD. WHERE ARE U GRANNY?????????

2006-12-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

wow...i let half a month pass without even noticing it... x(.

and see:
1 year
12 months
52 weeks
365 days
8760 hours
525600 minutes
31536000 seconds...

why are we all rushing? there's so much time in one year if we spend them properly... soo... let's all slow down and enjoy life to the very best.
actually, i also dunno why im calculating all these lahr. but at least i used a calculator. if it were YQ, ermm, i wouldn't dare think about it.
there's so much ipanned to do before new year and i haven't even done any yet.
im thinking of draggin my study table frm my room to my maid's room... then im thinking of making this whatever thing u call it that u hang frm the door to let ppl see that that room is whose room and if that person is busy or whatever. and im thinking of going ikea and give my house a COMPLETE makeover...
but i too busy now lehh. what with all the table tennis practices. damn.
but next week the training will stop so i suppose that i can take some time and go shopping for x'mas presents and start working on my home...

was thinking about if i will still have this blog when i turn 21 or sth. when im an adult... cos i dunno what i will be like when i turn into an adult. and then i get afraid cos the future is like so dark and unknown that it's really scary.

ouch. the chimness came back again.

dangg... really dunno what to write so i'll stop here.
and btw, im still sticking to the [[smile at junyang frown at me]] logic. i know im unreasonble. but the logic sorta RHYMES and it's CUTE so im sticking to it. xD. heh heh. im crazy...

2006-12-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh. a very sudden update of songs. woah. three in a row. and actually i just put where'd you go on because the chorus is like damn sweet. but the rest of the song is too vulgar...
and This Is My Time and I Decide are like pretty meaningful...
so well. TADAA... zhou lingyue presents to all of you three new songs on my blog. xD, enjoy it cos it'll be a long time until i get another crazy spell and put in new songs. so once again, enjoy and TREASURE.xD. sounds like the songs are damn preciour.:))

2006-12-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

Where'd You Go? -- Fort Minor

Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone...

She said some days I feel like shit.
Some days I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit.
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along, but the trips always feel so long.
And I find myself tryin' to stay by the phone,
Cuz your voice always helps me when I feel so alone.
But I feel like an idiot workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have what you say, so...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singin',
Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Please come back home.

Come back home, you know, the place where you used to live?
Used to barbecue burgers and ribs?
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile?
But now, you only stop by every once in awhile...shit...
I find myself just fillin' my time,
Do anything to keep the thought of you from my mind.
I'm doing fine, and I'm planning to keep it that way.
And you can call me if you find that you have something to say.

And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singin',
Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Please come back home.

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses for why you're not around, and feelin' so useless.
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got till it's gone.
I guess I've had it with you and your career.
When you come back, I won't be here, and you can sing it.

Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Where'd you go? I miss you so.
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
Please come back home.
Please come back home.
Please come back home.
Please come back home.
Please come back home.

2006-12-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

I Decide -- Lindsay Lohan

Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
Oh yeah
I decide
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide

2006-12-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

This Is My Time -- Raven Symone
Oh,
at times I felt like I had lost my self
cuz people try to make you someone else
I had to learn to trust my heart
so things can change

I came to a point
where I can speak my mind
and not feel
I'm living in a box
to keep the girl I am concealed
oh
I finally found the strength
so I can leave that all behind

CHORUS
This is my time, to shine
this is my place to find
all that I have inside
I never knew,[I never knew]

This is my time to show
what I must have always known
that nothing's impossible
and dreams come true

Everybody's got the strength inside
all it takes is time to realize
that you and only you
can be the one to decide

I can, I will, I know that everything I want
I can do
believing in my self
then every wish I make will come true

Oh,
it took a while to get this far
but I'm here now

CHORUS
This is my time, to shine
this is my place to find
all that I have inside
I never knew, [I never knew]

This is my time to show
what I must have always known
that nothing's impossible
and dreams come true

Overcoming all these things
here I finally found my wings
now I know I'm ready to fly......

CHORUS
This is my time, to shine
this is my place to find
all that I have inside
I never knew, [I never knew]

This is my time to show
what I must have always known
that nothing's impossible
and dreams come true

This is my time, to shine
this is my place to find
all that I have inside I never knew

This is my time to show
what I must have always known
that nothing's impossible
and dreams come true

And dreams come true........

2006-12-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

and all of the sudden i got this really wonderful idea that i am the luckiest girl alive. i mean, what more can a girl want? i love my friends and family and they love me back. and i got repayment for my hardwork (i mean good result lah) and most importantly, i love MYSELF!
oh and heh heh heh. ming zhen just admitted that she wants to be this girl who broke the guiness record for ***ing with 200 guys. IM INNOCENT. it's MING ZHEN who keeps mentioning how bad rgs is how disgusting that annabel chong is. i mean. if she isn't interested, then why KNOW IT AND ALWAYS BRING ON THAT SUBJECT???? it's like she's disgusted of one thing but keeps mentioning it... WHERE IS HER COMMON SENSE????? and in the end, she kept talking aobut it so i deduced that she is REALLY interested in annabel chong and wants to be like her. hehe... i like being mean!
oh and i died playing table tennis lorr... 9 hours of playing none stop. if i were any weaker, i would have died. but im doing all these to make sure i get into the team. so if i don't get in, im going to suicide.
so, all the ppl who love me, make sure i do get in and don't suicide.

2006-12-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

damn. i got broke playing this stupid game. broke as in the GAME money. frm 9,000 to 600. aren't i pro?
damn. i feel like a total idiot some how...
oh and i HATE going to maris stella. erm, make it sound better lahr. i really don't like going there. i mean, i know it's a boy's school. but CAN THEY AT LEAST MAKE THE GIRLS' TOILET MORE VISIBLE????? ok, i didn't go boys' toilet lah. only i can't find the girls' toilet and ended up going home with this sweaty t-shirt. and let me assure you, it STANK. and THERE ARE NO AIR-CONS IN THE TRAINING ROOM!!!!!!! even pei hwa was better!!!!!!! and i had to lift weights for 60 times and up till now my muscles are still aching. WHAT DO THEY TREAT ME AS????????? this guy wo is training for this competition of who has more muscles???
ermm, i think im whining. but seriously... anw, at least the competitors there are like stronger. but i mostly play against guys. which is like DUH since it's a boys' sch... but it's really unfair. cos boys are stronger than girls and the guys are all secondary sch ppl so they are taller and can move much faster. but i guess im not complaining.
ermm.... i guess i'd better make up my debt from the pay. JIA YOU!!!!!!!!

2006-12-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... my grandpa rocks!!!

2006-12-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

damn. im not the one who is taking the aeroplane now. but why am i having BLOCKED EARS???? damn, damn, damn, damn, DAMN.

anw, bon voyage to my mum who is on her trip to USA now...

2006-12-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

ohh.... this is my 99th post!!! muahahaha! only 5 months since i've started my blog and im hitting a hundred! WHEE~! haahs. pathetic...
and an even more pathetic fact, im lying on the bed fo half a day reading eragon...
hais... WHEN DID I GET SO PATHETIC???? this is the first time my blog url really suited me... =.=

oh and btw, GRANDMA XT, i went to ur blog but i couldn't find ur cbox.... I WANTED TO TAG!!!!!!!! I WANT TO FLOOD!!!!!!!!!! BUT CANNOT!!!!!!! WAAAHS!!!!!!!!!!
=.= SEE??? WHY AM I SO PATHETIC??????????????

2006-12-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

on chingyun's blog, i derived a really simple logic.

all who hate me are old in the heart, no matter their age

all who like me are young in the heart no matter their age

isn't tt cool?
xD.

2006-12-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

that's a pic YQ and me took... and yeah. ISNT CHARITY6 NICE????

2006-12-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

oh and btw, one good thing is that i am FINALLY GOING TO GO TO SCH MYSELF,
HALLELUJAH!
lols.

2006-12-01T13:27:00.000+08:00

hahas. just concluded. RGS ROCKS! oh and the seniors there rock too. they are so warm-hearted lorh... i actually felt like puking yesterday when i went to RGS for table tennis training. then the seniors came and went "HI!" and then started talking and that made me feel really part of the team and then it rocks lorh. oh and the other P6-ers who went in through DSA were really nice too. and the best thing is tt i actually have a friend who went in through DSA. WHOO~!but then i have to buck up and make sure tt i do get into the team cos i am using my results to get in and it just so happens that the team got limited spaces... so starting frm nxt week, i have to go to Mari Stella High to train on monday and wednesday and RGS training on tuesday thursday and friday...
aiyo... by the time the selection start, i dunno how good i will be! xD. full of myself. but walao... the schools are all like so far away lorh... hais. especially mari stella. AND THE TRAINING IS AT 9AM!!!!!!!!! and i have to wake up at 7AM!!!!!!! WTH. i hate waking up early. but then to get into the team MUST WORK HARD LORH. MUST BE DETERMINED LORH. MUST PERSEVERE LORH.
=.= so chim...

Nickelback- Photograph

2006-11-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

2006-11-30T13:57:00.000+08:00

WIN TOGETHER,
LOSE TOGETHER,
CLASSMATES

friends and charity6'06 forever!

2006-11-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

hais... PERSIPIRING like siao now... aiyo... it's like so sheesh lor. just sweeping and mopping the floor can make me so wrtched. and my hse was supposed to be SMALL!!!!!!! oh well, luckily my speed is increasing. next year go secondary wont have much trouble cleaning the hse lerh!! hahas.

anw, later going to RGS for table tennis training... i feel so weird. i guess it's because im actually going to a school that's NOT my school to train. i really shld call all the P6 Pei Hwa Table Tennis Players (Girls) to come back to Pei Hwa to rain once more... good. i'll make it a gathering although i really cant stand (ahem ahem) someone... i know, that's mean. but WHATEVER. ok... im going to suggest it the minute YQ comes home frm her church camp.

aww... GTG. but luckily still got 1 more hour before i go to the school that's NOT my school.

2006-11-30T13:47:00.001+08:00

i think im seriously overly-logical...

2006-11-29T13:04:00.000+08:00

over... everything's over... no turning back. no regretting... the decision is made...

hais... and to think two months ago everyone was freaking out cos of the PSLE... and now. everything's done with... hais... so scary eh? the speed time flies away...
oh well... as i've said...决定已下,不再后悔... i guess i'll have to do that... hais.

2006-11-28T12:23:00.001+08:00

i seriously have NO idea what to do at home...

2006-11-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

u know what??? im mutton porridge and all the sheeps are slaughtered because of me.
MUAHAHAHA...
poor ZX. oh he said tt he is going to kill me and eat me up but sheeps were supposed to be herbivores so he cant revenge on me. MUAHAHAHA...
WHEEE~!

switch...

2006-11-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

hmm... switched to blogger beta. but aparently, it isn't any beta... anw, if anything gets deleted or disappears, i'll kill blogger...
oh and i think yq's coming back tomorrow night and i think i'll go sec sch posting with her on wed...

my grandpa's in singapore liao and... i like it cos i dun need to reheat my lunch liao... but being the person who can never start a conversation, it's a bit awkward... hmph, ME? a person who can nvr start a conv.? hais... i guess it's true... bleahx. grandma, must teach me how to crap with old ppl!!!! thx. owe u one grandma xt! ok, owe u a lot... oh and grandma, rmb to treat me to iced mocha someday, okie? XIE XIE!!!

hmm... downloading songs and i guess my com is too slow...

2006-11-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

whoo~!
my grandfather's coming to singapore tomorrow and i know it's pretty nerdy but im like really looking forward to the books... hais, i guess that's me...
hmphh, why are there so little people online?ok, i guess wrong timing again...

and and and... i still dont know which sch to go to... i mean if i put rgs first, i think i'll go to rgs and if i put ny first, i think i'll go to ny...

SHEESH... i seriously must stop myself... i know this is really going to make some ppl feel bad...

ok, change of subjects, anyone knows any good songs or movies or books or shows or whatever? cos i've really got nth to do at home... and i dont believe that anyone can make do with just playing computers for the whole day for 3months... so i really got to find sth to do... hmm, i might consider doing some writing ehh?
hmm... anyone wants to go for a movie? cos my mum said that i could organise but i cant provide...
and i dont know what movies there are now cos im horribly un-updated... oh and is yeshze still organising the party on the 22nd december? and some ppl are still owing me graduation hugs...
well... i gtg and be the hsewife and sweep the floor lerhh...

2006-11-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

drumroll!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahahaha...
woots~!
it's time for celebrations!!!!
muahahaha...

okie, im mean... im NOT thinking about other ppl's feelings... ok, switch subject...

DID ANYONE WATCH juedui superstar?
hais...

but im real happy that i got 275... for a mo i really thought that i will 4Bs... and to think i flunked science...
there must be something wring with marking scheme cos i got an A*.

listening to Graduation... i guess it is really the last time... cos the nxt time we meet, it will be Posting... and by the end of the day, we will be secondary pupils... so... i guess that day signifies more of a start of sth new? hmmph...

oh well, im off writing a letter to YQ and does anyone know how much YQ got?
haah, im kaipo and i noe that...

oh and YY gave jingying and me a bracelet each, a souvenir frm taiwan i think... and it's nice lah. but the way it suits both of us YY... both bracelets suit us ok??? hahas.. but thx anw, if u r reading...

oh, that's bout all, besides that it is very weird that this year a lot of malays and indians topped singapore.... not very fair ehh?

2006-11-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

ok, officially, im back and literally, im a housewife...

fine, first talk about hongkong... altough i suppose there will be tonnes of typo-errors, MUST FORGIVE, eh?

day one(9/11/2006): arrived at airport... took this airport expressand went to hong kong island... then walked through this VERY LONG tunnel to central MTR Station... sored my right and left arm... sniffs*... self-pity. xD. well, took the trian and hmm, sat on the bus supporting the luggage... i bet i look really pathetic then. hais... oh and hk school uniforms are like really creative... and to think we are crazy for anklesocks. they hk girls pull their socks up to knee level and look NICE in them. and then saw this group of guys... and so SHUAI! got tie and TROUSERS and polished POLISHED shoes!!!! aww, poor thing all the boys i know are so anyhow anyhow one... hais, singapore, JIAYOU ON DESGNING SCH UNIFORMS!! alighted at north point MTR Station and went to hotel... of course before that, strained my back CARRYING THE LUGGAGE UP THE STAIRS... it nearly KILLED ME!!!!!! then after that watched TV until i went to sleep... xD. oh and i think i did call YQ that day... hmm.

day two... went to meet the friend of my mum's and grandma's... and she and her husband brought me to Ocean Park. coincidentally, FIVE schools decided to go to Ocean Park the same day and the students were talking in grps of fours and fives and sixes and i got homesick cos that is the exact way i hang out with my friends back in singapore... but i still had a great time at Ocean Park... we were viewing sharks and jellyfishes... and in the jellyfish exhibiton had a lot of mirrors and then i was like walking to this girl with a cap and felt myself bump into her an di was thinking what a stupid girl who can't see... and then i realised that it was my REFLECTION!!!!!!! stupid eh? oh, got dolphin and seals and sealions shows and i got to feed the seals and sealions!!!!!!!! haha! and i nearly killed myself on a rollercoaster... went back to Auntie Zheng's hse and used the com. and then posted on our class blog and chatted with amanda. amanda practically yelled at me, literally cos we were MSNing. then we went to have dinner. the resturant was GIGANTIC... and on the way back to the hotel, i was a bit guity cos i spent so much of Auntie and Uncle Zheng's money. and they are retired so felt very bad but my mum said that that's how we shld treat our guests. so nxt time i have a guest, i must treat them like that. and i was nodding my head like siao...

day 3: SHOPPING!!!!!!! hahas... well, first went to Star Ferry Harbour or sth like that to take a ship to Kowloon cos the harbour was going to be moved to another place after that day... well, ahd this ice kachang at one of the shops. there is no better ice kachang!!!!! hahas. and i love mango ice kachangs lor... well, that day i bought two items lahr... but still... i think cheaper than those in singapore. and that was not the only shopping spree i had.
ok bought a pair of converse shoes at HKD200 (S$40)
a hard rock cafe shirt at HKD 140 (S$28)
shld be good bargains eh? well, walked myself todeath that day... when i reached home my feet were like numb with pain i think.

day 4... ermm... can't remeber really well... in the morning we went to the Half-Peak Escalator or sth and had wanton mee for breakfast which was delicious... then took the escalator and when we reached the top, we had to walk down and then my feet tired again... but in the end we still managed and ont the way went in to exhibit this Government hse where all inportant visitors (politicians) to hong kong stays... well, one thing is that they flowers there were amazing... and saw bamboos. and the bamboos were really fantastic. well, in the end we did get to take the Peak Tram to the top of the mountain... and so we went to the viewing area and looked down from it. and i was like WOW. the wind was so strong... hais, i had to push my specs in case they fell which was like pretty stupid? and my mum and i decided to go for a walk in the mountains and enjoyed the cool, refreshing wind in the mountians and i got really happy that i felt like i could hop around like a child and forget all pain and hurt and whatever... went for a grand dinner and got bloated...

day 5... DISNEYLAND! haahs! well, the disneyland is quite small and there are no rollercoasters or whatever... but ut does have what a disneyland shld have. makes u become a child again. makes u enjoy life without any worries... makes u laugh out the loudest you can... just like a child... and the fireworks were wow... oh well, as a summary, it was one of the lamest but best days i've ever had. HAHA.

day 6... went to a bookstore at the MTR station and bought a book called A Litre Of Tears... it's a real-life story of a girl who got this ailment and her struggle through it... the ailment cannot be cured(i dun think it is called ailment but i dun have any words to describe it right now... u see, my english is deproving like siao...) and it was really sweet and touching. after having lunch, took MTR to shen zhen, china... reached our hotel at 8m... so there wasn't much to do... so had to watch TV until i go to sleep again! hees. x)

day 7... another shopping spree... i guess china things are truly very cheap. cos i never saw my mum shop like that before. she practically went crazy...by the end of the day she was carrying really big shopping bags home... and yeah, she spent RMB2000. TWO THOUSAND EH???? although only S$ 400. but TWO THOUSAND OR FOUR HUNDRED, both are A LOT TO ME. i contributed RMB300 for two pairs of jeans but that was because my mum wanted me to buyy them... and all the time i was gaping at my mum choosing clothes, trying clothes, buying clothes... really, i NEVER, EVER saw my mum go crazy with shopping before. well, while my mum got crazy shopping for clothes, i got crazy shopping for DVDs. i bought Princess Hours for RMB35 which is only S$7. hahas, YQ. DO POUT! well, my mum ended up bankrupt and so we had to go back. if not, she could really go crazy and buy someomore... maybe it was lucky that she ran out of money, if not i might not accept a crazy mother like that...
well, besides jeans, i bought another book... HA. bookworm. forgive.

day 8... went back to hongkong and went to my mum's fren's hse. in the afternoon, we went to have tea with my mum's other friend... and i was to play with two little kids of 3. im ok with that, i guess... and they are really cute and they like me! AWWWW....

day 9... to airport... my mum got mad at me cos i forgot to say thank you to the friend who let us stay in her hse. but i really forgot!!! and ONE MINUTE BEFORE I BOARDED THE AIRPORT BUS, I WAS THINKING OF THANKING HER!!!!!!!! damn. well, did feel a bit unwilling to leave cos hongkong IS nice and there ARE a lot of things to shop for there!!! haha. xD.

and about the housewife thingy... my maid got her new employer so i have to do some of the housework. and so every morning wake up. have breakfast. wash my plate and bowl and sweep and mop the floor. oh and rmb to fold the blankets. after dinner, sweep and mop again if it really is dirty. and because i stay at home everyday, i become a literal housewife. amazing eh? a 12-year-old HOPUSEWIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pro sia...

hais...

2006-11-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[[Chorus]]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[[Chorus]]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La la la la...
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La la la la...
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

elaine's PARTAYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

ohh man, elaine, UR PARTY YESTERDAY ROX...i was thinking of postoing yesterday about how fun it was but i scared my mum dun allow... oh well,
here, the events go!

arrived at elaine's hse at EXACTLY 12...
jingying flung herself onto me...
hurt jingying's right arm which was injected...
waved to elaine and yiting...
listened to eliane answer phones...
went up to elaine's hse and looked at the ceiling a lot of times cos we always heard ON TOP ON TOP....
went down to fetch YY...
went to swimming pool at the clubhouse...
played with water with cherie and auntie ping and jingying...
ZX came and fell into the baby pool... we all started trying to push everyone in...
YQ pushed YY in...
YY came dripping out of the pool, and his handphone got ermm, bloated with too much water inside and died...
then we all jumped in lah...
was looking forward to swing cyrus in and create a tsunami when the security guard caught us...
went to change and had pizza...
split up: boys to kevin's hse and girls to playground...
by then abby found this purple rubber ball and christened it COOKIE.
then i christened amanda COOKIE2(btw, todaywe found our COOKIE3)...
then we gathered round and played truth or dare...
then the boys came back and abby and jingying and amanda and elaine and yq and cherie and pingzheng and some ppl lah, including me, went to play volleyball using COOKIE as the ball and the swimming pool as the net...
then we went to play captain's ball with the boys and i yelled myself hoarse(so tt now i have a soretroat)...
then at 6.40 went home...
at 7.30 reached home to find out that my feet were SORE...
like abby and a bunch of ppl, i was walking barefooted for the whole day and no matterhow hard i tried, i think my feet are still black...

but as a conclusion, yesterday was one of the best parties i've ever been to!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ELAINE 万岁!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD.

2006-11-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

aww... goong is soo sweet...

but why must chaeyung sleep so much????

2006-11-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

oh man... today was like so funny sia... in the siao siao artroom i was like drawing on a piece of paper all the ways to suicide... and then i suddenly got this inspiration to paint it on tt stupid t-shirt... then now i suddenly realised tt if i really paint it on tt tee, everyone will be suspecting tt i am going to suicide and what if they report me to the police then i how?? lols, so LAME.

then starting frm PE we were playing captain's ball and then the boys joined and it was SO DARN UNFAIR. cos, they took all the boys(not tt i wan to be in their grp lah), and the very-well-known fact is tt BOYS ARE STRONGER THAN GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then we lost like siao lah. but who cares, it was FUN. the main thing is tt it was FUN! hahas. but tomorrow, we are so DAMN GONNA WIN THEM. i think. XD.

and one rocks is like fun lor... and our leader YiHan is like so ermm, cool? hahas. and we were talking about God and when we finished, we were like discussing Harry Potter and then she was like saying tt JK Rowling's very smart cos her names are like WOW. u see ahr, Rubeaus(dunno how to spell lah) Lupin is a were wolf, rite? and then, lupine(english) means like a wolf... and YiHan was like I DUN LIKE SMART PPL. and JingYing was like saying tt im very smart cos i got second in class and then YiHan was going, SO SMART AHR, BLEH. LOLs. and they were discussing how selfish i am and i went WHO WANTS TO BUY FISH??? SHEI YAO MAI YU???? and then it so happens tt yeshze was walking past us and she went, sell me for what????

yeaps... so fun!

and GAH. tianjie came back!!! OMG. MY HEAD/HAIR IS IN GRAVE DANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i kena dead lerh. X. see me down there? im dead... the deadest person u'll ever noe. ok maybe jingying will be even deader! yeaps!

2006-10-30T12:14:00.000+08:00

HARLO. x). im regretting like siao now tt im stuck at home and my friends are in the library... even if it is damn boring at the library at least got friends there lor... hais hais hais hais...BORED.

and there seriously is no boundaries to imagination.. cos it's like so many stories in books are not made into movies although they are very nice.

and brr.... im so bored i have no idea what to write about...

blehx... ok, yesterday went to library at Queenstown and amazingly found the two books i wanted very much to read... then spent the whole afternoon and night reading and i finished the two books. COMPLETELY finished!!!! and i was planning to keep the books for today and tomorrow. today, so tt i wont be using the com for the whole day... and tomorrow so that i have sth to read on the bus and during assembly so that i will not be BORED too. but now tt i COMPLETELY FINISHED both books, i have to reread them and in my opinion I HATE REREADING... there're no more suprises... hais...ok, maybe it'll be ok rereading cos the books are nice???? i dunno lah...

forget it... im making not much sense... so im back to YouTube-ing...

oh, btw, had chicken rice yesterday and im buying cup noodles later. YAY!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

2006-10-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

raining... yay, PSi has gone down... soon i'll be running...
wow, the thunder is so strong. so full of personality... ha, im going crazy, praising a thunder... but seriously, shldn't we learn frm the thunder. although it stayd on earth for a very short time, it's boom can be heard by so many ppl... leaves a deep impression, doesn't it? ohh well, im so crapping. and all the ppl who went to school today, how was SDC? hmmm, getting really bored... bb.

2006-10-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

hmm... why do i get this feeling tt i will be hooked on high school musical too?

because you live[[Jesse McCartney]]

2006-10-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart

it's the end of the world in my mind

then your voice pulls me back

like a wake-up call

I've been looking for the answer

somewhere

I couldn't see that it was right there

but now I know, what I didn't know

because you live and breathe

because you make me believe in myself

when nobody else can help

because you live girl

my world...

has twice as many stars in the sky

it's alright, I survived, I'm alive again

'cause of you made it through every storm

what is life? whats the use?

if you're killing time

I'm so glad I found an angel

someone who...

was there when all my hopes fell

I wanna fly looking in your eyes

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has twice as many stars in the sky

because you live...I live

because you live, there's a reason

I carry on when I lose the fight

I want to give you what you've given mealways...

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has twice as many stars in the sky

because you live and breathe

because you make me believe in myself

when nobody else can help

because you live girl

my world...

has everything I need to survive

because you live...I live I live

2006-10-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

ouchie... my arm VERY pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think because my reaction very slow. my right arm started hurting about an hour after i had the jab and my left arm 4 hours after the jab
and my right arm took 3 hours to recover and my left arm have been hurting for almost 3hrs lerh!
hais, there's sth seriously WRONG with my reaction system. die die. BLEHX.

2006-10-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday my mum brought back this movie called click...
the mvie is about this man who thinks tt job comes before family (workaholic) and tt any moment spent with his family is a waste of time... and one day he met this really weird man who gave him an universal remote control. when he reached home, he realised tt he could control everything. and tt everything even includes his family members!!!! he could fast forward the moments he spends with his wife and children mute the barking of his dogs and make sure he understands every language (he could change the language ppl r speaking with the remote). and once, when he did not succeed being the partner of his CEO, he was so depressed tt he fast-forwarded his life until he got promoted. then he realised tt he had missed ONE WHOLE YEAR OF HIS LIFE!!!!!! and in tt one year, he had missed so many things. then, he realised tt he shld take things slowly and to spend more time with his family. but it was too late, his preference was already recorded in the memory of the remote... so whenever it comes to spending time with the family, the remote will automatically fast-forwarded.
then one day, by accident, he fast-forwarded his life BY TEN YEARS until he became CEO. then he realised tt he was FAT and his wife had divorced with him and married another guy and his son was fat like him and his daughter had grown into a beautiful teenager. but when he was fighting with his wife's new husband a dog pushed him backwards and his head hit the wall. when he awoke, he realised tt he was in the hospital. he had a head injury, cancer and heart-attack. and his wife had really dumped him.
in his company, his son had became a really successful architect, like him. also, his father had died... it was then did he realise that the man who gave him the remote control was the ANGEL OF DEATH. unable to stand the grief and resort to the fact tt his father had died, he fast-forwarded his life AGAIN. and he arrived at his son's wedding. and as a way of celebrating, his ex-wife allowed him to dance with her. however, he had a heart-attack. he was going to die when he regained consciousness. then his son told him tt he is cancelling his honeymoon for a job opportunity. as he needed his rest, his son left. but he felt he need to tell his son not to make the same mistake as him. really desperate as he knew he would die really soon and it would be the last time he was seeing his son, he abandoned everything tt could help him live and stumbled towards his son. just when his son was leaving on a taxi, he turned back.
finally, he told his son the lesson he had learnt when his whole life was wasted by himself.
FAMILY COMES FIRST.

and so, to cut things short, this movie is just elling us to treaure our time with our family and tt they always come first, no matter what. and they will always be behind you, pushing you forward when u need encouragement. they will ALWAYS be there for you.

2006-10-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

trying VERY hard to find a new skin but FAILING miserably...
trying VERY hard to watch Princess Hours but my mum ALWAYS comes home TOO late.
trying VERY hard to do everything but CANNOT.

2006-10-20T15:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. trying to type in chinese... here's a poem...x)

生活是多么的广阔，

生活是海洋。

哪里有生活的存在，

哪里就有快乐与宝藏。

and if u can see the poem, it is dedicated to CHINGYUN cos she loves the poem so much and i can't think of any other poems now. trying to listen to music frm the web but my com too slow lerh... hav to load for a longlong time. HAIS...

2006-10-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

haha! having instant noodles again. still bored like siao down here. but i have resorted to writing. did i mentioned tt earlier on? oh well... and my mum helping me borrow some chinese martial arts books. hahaha. who cares what the book is about lor. at least got sth to read lah.... club penguin is getting boringer and boringer by the minute. hais. YAY. at least tomorrow we will be going to school! YAYYAYYAYYAY!!!!!!!!!!! wah... 1st time im excited to go to sch for a LONGLONGLONG time! well, c'ya!

2006-10-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

aiyo, now me and YQ all got korean movie craze lerh! but no offence ppl. i hate rain. he isn't shuai at all lor... just ppl got diff. tastes lahr! haha. anw, WHO PLAYS CLUB PENGUIN??? hahaha. i almost 13 lerh, still play club penguin... LOLLOLLOL... cos nth to do mah... hais, dunno wat to say lerh!
oh ya, last night just found out. now i type faster than i write! aiyoyo! how???? then i write until my handwriting SO LOUSY!!!!!!!!! very ugly derh! diedie lahr, how???

2006-10-18T13:13:00.000+08:00

tarzan is handsome
tarzan is strong

HAHAHA.
im so lame.

2006-10-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

1+1=3
who agrees with this logic? ME ME ME!!!!!!!! hahaha... the whole world is lopsided. XD XD XD.
anyway, this holiday is sooooo boring... by right we shld be studying if we r P5 and u noe, P3P4... but now everyday all playplayplay... actually play until i boredbored lerh...
also, because of the stupid haze, i cannot go running or swimming... aiyo, just rain can or not??? everyday stay at home can bored until die already... ack. i died. LOL. so lame.
but still my life better than tian jie lahr... at least can erm... ok, it doesn't make any difference whether u r at china or singapore... hmmm. ok, at least i dun need to where a tux with 4 to 5 layers. hahaha...
hais... really, what to do at home??? com games already had enough lerh. msn also nth to chat about... aiyoyo... diedie lah... bored until die lah... i really think i shld tidy my room. but i too lazy lerh... oh well...

2006-10-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

gosh, i SERIOUSLY need to go to school... if i dun, i'l be driven crazy with all kinds of chim thoughts!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!! diedie... going sombre and ALL ADULTISH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone help me!!!! i NEED to go to school, like NOW!!!!!!!!!! hais... oh well. nth to do. resort to com games ba.
BB.

2006-10-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

i've cried until there was no more tears left...
i suppose, that was my fault...

2006-10-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

saying goodbye was never easy... i guess it will never be... and since saying goodbye is already so painful, what about saying goodbye to a friend? i dun think tt person ever treated me as a friend... but i think im just too sentimental. maybe i shld never have befriended tt person or treat tt person as a friend. tt person had cost me too much pain... i guess it's just a silly little judgement i made.
to tt person, it was nice knowing you. nice to be your friend, even though the frinedship we built up for 2 years was ruined overnight. it was still nice to laugh with you, to joke with you and to giggle at your goofy jokes... im sorry, if i were ever mean to you. but you chose to hate me... i dun understand why. but im still sorry for all my mistakes. you can hate me, in fact your whole family can hate me. it won't do you any good. i've tried to fix things up. but you dun seem to really aknowledge tt. so i have had enough of you. i will never be your friend. i know you will never read this, so much do you hate me. but if you ever come across this, i hope you will know, i will never, ever, ever want to be your friend again. you cost me too much pain.
im sorry, but goodbye...

2006-10-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

Name 15 friends. Don't read the questions until you've named the 15 ppl mixture of boys n girls. At the end of this,pass this down to 5 more ppl.(not according to best friends, if not it wouldn't be fun).

1.elaine(cos im chatting with her XD)
2.brendan
3.chingyun
4.huiwen
5.zhengxuan
6. yang yi
7.jingying
8.yuqing
9.chuanling
10.sarah(see)
11.shuo ren
12.tian jie
13.zhi hao
14.xin tong
15.cherie

who's #10's crush?
sarah(see): i dunno. she's my little meimei for tt and err... long time no see her lerh.

have u thought of kissing #8?
yuqing? nah... she's YY's and im straight.

do u noe any of #12's family members?
tian jie: err... he's irritating and the only child. his mum is always yelling(but she sounded quite sweet over the phone). his dad is an architect and according to tianjie, has no style.

would you ever date #7?
jingying: nah... she's my best friend. and if im a boy, i will. but see, im a girl and im STRAIGHT.

what's the deepest secret u noe about #1?
elaine: hmm... i just became her friend a few weeks ago so... who she like last time? nah, a lot of ppl already noe lerh.

would u ever be in a relationship with #11?
SHUO REN???????? no offence, but no thx.

what if #3 and #14 dated?
chingyun and xt? nah, they're not les. and frankly, xt won't like it. neither will chingyun. haha.

did u ever have a crush on #6 before?
yang yi: err.... ask zx and yq and jy. ok, coming short, yeah. but not now. [[blushing deeply]]. NOT NOW HOR!

wat's ur fave thing about #5?
zheng xuan: he's cute and funny. and his mouth isn't big like yy's. and he is really nice to ppl. but sick. and he noes when he is wrong(which is the best thing).

wat's #2's favourite?
brendan: to cry? to tok sick? to be irritating? I NOE!! to burp.

wat would u do if #10 confesses tt he/she likes u?
sarah: nonono!!! she's my meimei for table tennis and we r not les!!!

who's #13 going out with?
zhi hao: oh, im sure he'll love to go out with CL.

when is the last time u spoke to #13?
zhi hao: this morning cos i was explaining to him what my previous sms meant. and for ur info, i was telling him tt he was wasting his time typing chinese words on the HP.

who is #1's best friend?
elaine: tt i noe! tt i noe! it's huiwen, isn't it?

would u ever date #4?
huiwen: oh.. we r very close buddies. and i won't want to date her... cos she's a GIRL and im STRAIGHT(i repeat for the upteempth time, I AM STRAIGHT).

do you ever like #7?
jing ying? nonono!!! i said tt before! SHE IS MY BEST LITTLE CUTE FRIEND BUT WE R STRAIGHT!!!!!

would #6 and #2 make a gd couple?
brendan and yangyi: HAHAHA. they were and they are! they r gays lor. they will make the most perfect couple!

describe#3.
chingyun: curly hair. VERY good in chinese. not a good sport, but still did the chicken dance with me and jingying. oh, and she looks cute with her mouth puffy with food!!!

what is the funniest thing about #15?
cherie: she is lame and she likes to stand in the rain. and the funniest thing is tt she always yells me and jingying's name, even on the overhead bridge. haha!

who's #3's crush?
chingyun ahr? i think she too busy with books to like boys lerh!!!

2006-10-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

UNSPEAKABLE HAPPINESS!!!
WE ARE F.R.E.E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forget it ive got nth to say...

just
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the caged bird is finally free....

im flying

and soaring

in the air

above the clouds,

I AM F.R.E.E.

2006-10-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

oh and i made a mistake... i think i minus-ed either 6 or 4... ive got my hopes on 4. hope teacher will be kinder. but FOUR!!!!!!! hais, i surely and totally flunked my science.

i dun wanna talk about it. but what can i do?

ive gotta think about it cos it's the only thing i can do...

how can i forget about such a difficult paper...?

such a put-down...?

such a dashing of hopes...?

God, help me through this all... i need ur help...please.

science SUCKED

2006-10-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

yeah, screwed science up. 5 marks gone liao... im like really depressed... i mean, i worked REALLY hard for my science lor... all the dashed hopes, all the hard work going down the drain.. i nearly cried thrice. great... and i was hoping for 4 a*s... oh well, really depressed, anw... and the em2 lot were screaming and yelling and for a while i really wish tt i didn't take HCL... but tomorrow's our chance. i dunno what's happening, my typin is like so messy... guess im still depressed about my science.

but LY... it's a thing of the past... dun regret anymore. cos it's not worht it.
but how can i not think about it???

2006-10-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

slacking like siao. and trying to multi-task. doing science notes and typing @ e same time. someone come and tag leh... and did i mention? joshua was throwing staple bullets @ YY when he was asleep. hahaha.
and BY nearly stripped today lorh... he was unbuttoning one of his shirt button(of course tt was the top one lahr). and me and jingying were going "see no evil, here no evil..." and YY was looking pretty pissed...
wow, BY is so damn sick. wonder what e ppl reading this blog post will think. anw, dun think i think tt what he does is funny. i can't stand how sick he is lorh. so ego and act-cool.... the first sign of a self-doubting LOSER.
hais... im really scared tt i won't do well for math. and i was actually aiming for 4 a*s. seems a bit impossible. but i like to aim for e impossible. just wish me luck. oh and im aiming for a DI.
and haha. for compo, i was writing a real-life story. i was saying tt i got so greedy tt i ate a lot and vomitted for the whole day. and tt's true. i only changed the time a bit so tt everything can fit into one day cos teacher told us not to write until a few days...
hope i can get a 36 again. jiayou worhx.

2006-10-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

lalala... im am i total loser! but who cares... hahaha. it's true tt i m a loser. XD.
YESSS.... chinese over. 60% PSLE over lerhh!!! in fact, i m playing com games rite now. haha. wait till i get 200 for PSLE. i'll be KING LOSER. hahaha. such a nice name hor? anw, dun need to exactly worry lahr. still got a weekend to mug for science lor.
and issit wealliwealliwealli true tt the math setion c was a killer and the radio reported it? if it is true, then COOL. i survived. ahaha. so shuang. now only minus 2 frm both math and english. muahaha. ego. hahahahaha.
chinese haven't found mistake yet. and haha. YY fell asleep in class today. then mrs lee banged the table so hard and he didn't even react lorh... then BY and andrew wong frm faith go wake him up and BY said got saliva on the table!!!!! muahahaha. so embarrassing but funny at the same time lorh.... muahahaha...
im laughing all the way to the com game.
hahahahaha.

2006-10-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

just realised.. .there's not a love in my life... geez.. and tt thought is so scary... just imagine yourself in the dark and not having anyone to care for you... lonely, scared and hais... bored... oh well, im sure tt prince charming will come sooner or later... but now hav to bear it within a mask of smiles... while im all lonely inside. if only just someone will not judge me for what i look like, but what i am. why is it tt everyone judges ppl by their looks only? ok, some ppl... and tt's bias. really bias.

2006-10-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

tang means guitar sound...
i feel good! (tang tang tang)
SO GOOD (tang tang tang)
SO GOOD!!!!!!! (one very loud and long TAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNGGGGGG)
(scream loudly)

lalala... MATH WAS GOOD. hyoper man... so damn happy! finally chuang guo zhe yi guan! lalala...

now dun need to worry so much ler, now tt math and EL r over... chinese? im ok wif it... science? STILL GOT ONE WHOLE WEEKEND!!!

lalala

YESSSSSSSS. haha. bye bye all the idiotic math and english books!

destressing like SIAO.

2006-09-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

oh well, children's day celebration over liao... but had a seriously good time. the concert was pretty good. was laughing and laughing... got a lot of presents and i like most of them...

but why, on this festive occasion, must so many ppl cry? is it because they r overly stressed, or is there sth wrong with their thinking? five ppl crying is a lot... god, can't we just cheer up and enjoy our life.... hais, i dun want to think about all those... it'll make me feel devastated and i'll feel like crying...

all i can say is that it's lucky me and jing ying and ching yun r such great friends...

2006-09-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

to all the ppl i have mentioned earlier(as in er... figure out urself lor, but i did pointedly accuse some ppl), sry if u r offended, just angry with u guys and speaking out my opinions...

2006-09-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

oh well... bored STIFF. and pardon my ignorance, what does mug mean? to study for exams or to relax? my guess is the 1st answer. m i rite?

2006-09-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

oh wow... i love my new blog skin!!!!!!!!! hahas. totally self-obsessed... lols.

well, today when i came home, i saw two butterflies flying around and they reminded me of the story called the butterfly lovers... then i felt so lonely... for so many years i've been only knowing tt i receive love frm my relatives... and today i realised tt actually none of my friends really told me tt they love me. is tt because i dun tell them tt i love them? or is it because they dun really love me?
well, if it is the former, to all my friends: I LOVE ALL OF U. i do. and dun xiang wai. cos i love all of u. without u, i won't even be here. i'll be rotting like a corpse cos there is no joy, no colour, no life without friends. and pls, all of u, tell me tt u love me too...
and to YQ and jingying, two GIGANTIC hearts and hugs and loves. best pals forever! love u guys!
if it's the latter, im disappointed. i've been trying my best to make sure tt i am a good fren. and if all of u still treat me like a bunch of useless shit, i'll cry, and i CAN.

anw, the main thing im trying to say is tt, all mie frens, LOVE YA!!!!

2006-09-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

oh and dun u all realise? teachers write just about the same thing in ur report books?

2006-09-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

and YQ, i dun care what u say bout the previous post cos i've repeated myself. IM PROUD AND IM PROUD OF IT!!!!!

2006-09-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

ok, this is a bit proud, but dun mind me. im insane.

Report Book:

English: 88 A
Chinese: 94 A*
Higher Chinese: 90 DI
Mathematics: 92 A*
Science: 93 A*

Total:367/400
Percentage:91.8
Class Position: 2/42
Level Position: 2/358
Conduct: EXCELLENT

Comment: Lingyue is a reliable and responsible pupil. She takes pride in carrying out the tasks given out to her. An exellent leader who demonstrates competent performance. It is very clear that she has the potential for greater achievements.

2006-09-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

so many sad things happened....
elizabeth choy died... the war herione, the wonderful educator... the brave woman... the devout christian. and im sad.
steve irwin died.. the croc hunter.
jasmine got kicked out although she was th eonly girl left.
what a heartbreak.
sniffs.

2006-09-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

i decided tt i posted too many posts. so, im ordering myself to STOP !!!!!!!!!!!!!